message for me

message for me
sometimes i can only think and understand poetry!
sometimes i fell i'll brake in a million pieces
but due to that, i can now see your many faces

i see trough you, your transparent and cheap
you cant feel my feelings, for you they are to deep
i know so much, and yet have so much to learn
i need you so, but for your touch i no longer yearn

i'm gonna try,
not to cry
tonight i'm gonna stand up and fight
there's no you, in my bed tonight

there's no you, nowhere, i've locked you out
fuck you, is the only thing i can shout out loud!
fuck you and every thing you stand for
i can't suffer for you anymore

i stand alone, in the emptyness of the night
far away, there is a sign, far away there is light
you where my only hope, my only reason
but, you turned into bitter poison

you turned into the hate in my heart
but thanks to that i have a new start
thanks to the destruction of my soul
i feel like new, like reborn

i worshipped the ground you walked on
now you became an empty train station.
The train left a while ago,
but i'm still there, with no hope



Adnan, thanks for editing it